July 2010
22 posts
day twenty - the one that broke my heart the...
watching you leave. feeling your hatred towards me. i will never forget.
Jul 28th
day nineteen - someone that pesters my mind (good...
Jul 22nd
day eighteen - the person that i wish i could be
ann lee. finally, the truth comes out. i’ve always wanted to be like you. even though you’re younger than me i felt like we were the same age. no matter how much people hate on us for being the best of friends, i don’t give a crap. i guess this all started out with a little bit of jealousy. you’re so cute, you’re the perfect height (the height i’ve always...
Jul 20th
Jul 19th
day seventeen - someone from my childhood
JJ! i remember you used to come over my house all the time to play. you used to tell us these bizarre stories about babies drowning in the toilet lol i miss you. i wish to see you soon.
Jul 19th
day fifteen - the person i miss the most
SARAH<3 my favorite girl from vbs. you are the cutest thing ever. i loved how you called me mommy haha i’m really sorry i couldn’t stay for the whole week. hopefully i’ll be there next year. hope to see you there! stay innocent my daughter :)
Jul 19th
day sixteen - someone that's not in my...
jioong. you’re such a nice friend. i’m glad we became close while we were camping. i didn’t know how much you cared about me (: it was nice for you to check up on me. it’s nice to know somebody out there cares for me as a friend. i hope to draw closer to you through the years.
Jul 17th
day fourteen - someone i've drifted away from
aaron deleon. i’m so sad that we don’t talk anymore. we used to be my best friend :( i miss you so much. all our little inside jokes.. i miss the way we ALWAYS fun of each other haha remember, you’re my teddy bear and i’m your bunny! i still have the letters you wrote to me. you said you would protect me! what happened? last time i passed your house, i saw an ambulance...
Jul 15th
day thirteen - someone i wish could forgive me
… i’m sorry for putting you through pain for the past couple of years. you mean a lot to me and i’m sure you know by now. it hurts me to watch you like this. it really does. i can’t really do much. i’m sorry for all the arguments that we’ve been through. i don’t know why i wanted to win every single one of them. i’m really sorry for assuming all the...
Jul 14th
day twelve - the person that cause me a lot of...
you. you don’t even know, do you? you don’t. if you knew, you wouldn’t do this, would you? are you this cold? just to walk out of my life like you were never there in the first place. it’s like you don’t exist anymore. you dropped off the face of the earth. where are you? just cause i asked you for something.. if that was the case, i’m sorry. would you come...
Jul 13th
day eleven - a deceased person i wish i could talk...
dear grandmother, it’s been a while since i’ve talked to you. you were like my best friend. someone that i could talk to about anything. someone that would talk me out of getting in trouble. i don’t think i ever said this, but thank you so much. i was glad we got to spend a lot of time together. you were one of the most spiritual person i knew. you always read the bible and...
Jul 12th
day ten - someone i don't talk to as much as i'd...
hey you, haven’t talked to you in a while. i heard you still worry about me and ask about me. you’re so weird. i guess we shouldn’t talk for a while? i don’t know if time will change anything, but hopefully it will. hope you’re doing well with your girlfriend! it’s good to hear that you’re happy with her. i’ll continue to pray for you! hopefully...
Jul 11th
you have so many ways of breaking my heart
Jul 10th
tell me things like, "i can't take my eyes off of...
Jul 10th
Listenfallin’ for you - colbie caillat
Jul 10th
Jul 9th
day nine - someone i wish i could meet
dear aunt, i haven’t met you yet, but i’ve been hearing good things about you from family that are here for twenty years of my life. even though i haven’t met you yet, i miss you and your family. lately i haven’t been hearing about you. i hope you’re healthy. i’ll be visiting korea next year so i’ll definitely try to visit. i can’t wait! i love you.
Jul 9th
day eight - favorite internet friend
considering that i barely use the internet anymore to talk to friends, i don’t really have one anymore.
Jul 8th
day seven - crush
dear you, it has been a short amount of time i started gaining interest in you, but it seems like it’s been a while. you’re a good friend and for some reason i feel like i can trust you with every little dirty secret i have. it’s weird how i thought about my future with you. you’re different from any other guy i’ve liked in the past. i love our little talks through...
Jul 7th
day six - stranger
dear stranger, i don’t know who you are, but i’m sure you’re a nice person. i hope to meet you some day. do not be intimidated by me. i’m not that bad once you get to know me :)
Jul 7th
i tried and got rejected.
Jul 6th
day five - dreams
my dream is to have a simple life. a small house with a bunch of kids and of course a hubby, working as a teacher, and my whole family to live a God centered life. 
Jul 4th