Captivated

a great movie

1. procrastination
2. procrastination
3. procrastination
4. procrastination
5. procrastination
6. procrastination
7. procrastination
8. procrastination
9. procrastination
10. procrastination 

Do not go gentle into that good night, 
Old age should burn and rage at close of day; 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right, 
Because their words had forked no lightning they 
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright 
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, 
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, 
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight 
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height, 
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray. 
Do not go gentle into that good night. 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

                                          - Dylan Thomas

1. family
2. close friends
3. past
4. personality
5. religion
6. nationality

can only think of six for now x)

camera
          yes, it’s true. it’s been a little over a year since i’ve purchased my camera. already, my camera is scratched up and stuff. just shows how much i care about my things. not only is it scratched up, but it’s very big. i would much rather have a much smaller camera so i can actually carry smaller bags and fit my camera in! unfortunately, i still haven’t learned how to properly use my camera. there’s so many things that i can be doing, but after trying a couple of times, i got frustrated and just gave up. poor camera, just going to waste.

laptop
          i got my laptop my freshman year of college. i’m a junior now and so far, i had to buy a new screen because it broke. i have to replace it once again because the screws fell out (i don’t know how that happened). it would be nice if i got a whole new laptop or maybe even a desktop, but unfortunately my finances aren’t supporting this idea.

wardrobe
          everyone always thinks i’m a high schooler or even a middle schooler all the time! i would like to look my age now. i feel like my wardrobe is tricking everyone. i just throw on a t-shirt and jeans everyday, occasionally sweatpants, and i don’t really pay too much attention on my clothes. if i can, i would like to throw out half my clothes and buy new ones.   

1. i’m materialistic
2. i enjoy walks by myself
3. i’m somewhat tomboyish, but at the same time i have girlyness in me
4. i have an obsession over shoes and accessories
5. i like being wrapped in a blanket on a cold winter day, drinking hot chocolate, and flipping through channels
6. even though i get shy at times, i love meeting new people
7. i’m sort of an awkward person
8. only two people saw me get real angry
9. i love taking pictures
10. i think odd numbers are ugly, yet my favorite number is 15

1. alejandro - lady gaga
2. impossible - shontelle
3. you belong with me - taylor swift

and any other songs that are over played on the radiooo

pb i seee you (: thanks for giving me a another chance. you won’t regret it! i won’t let  you down!
cj i miss you so much :( come home for thanksgiving please
cp i miss you and your family! come back!  
nr i’m really sorry about everything. let’s talk soon
br you only talk to me when you need something. i hate it. stay out of my life.
bj for some reason, i feel like i can trust you even though i just started getting to know you
lj you should try to listen to what other people have to say
ha i’m scared for you
cd you’re my role model
mm you’re the best. i love you so much. you mean the world to me. sometimes i might not show that, but it’s true. i’m sorry for everything.
lj you’re a spoiled brat
pd i’m sorry for judging you
rp you’re ridiculous. you irritate me.
cj i loathe you
y you’re too funny
la i am very disappointed in you
pa you make me laugh because you don’t make any sense
as i don’t know who you are anymore 

1. mom
2. kierra
3. matt
4. channy
5. dale
6. alan
7. stiles
8. ann
9. eileen
10. jenna

1. got a boyfriend
2. broke up with him
3. moved into a new apt
4. played guitar hero for the first time
5. went to the city a bajillion times
6. made new friends
7. coordinator for cm
8. lost weight
9. learned the most from church
10. became pescatarian

1. laziness
2. assume
3. temper
4. influenced easily
5. insecure at times
6. stubborn
7. immature at times
8. don’t keep promises
9. act/speak without thinking
10. selfish

it’s so cute how the smallest things make you smile. 

1. kate hudson
2. katherine heigl
3. anne hathaway
4. channing tatum
5. amanda seyfried
6. shia labeouf
7. jessica alba
8. jennifer garner
9. ashton kutcher
10. bradley cooper

1. taylor swift
2. neyo
3. daphne loves derby
4. secondhand serenade
5. 2ne1
6. usher
7. the maine
8. mayday parade
9. lily allen
10. lenka
11. michael buble 

fish can drown

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk, with a fear of fallin’
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, “Can you believe it?”
As we’re lyin’ on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin’ there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Flash forward, and we’re takin’ on the world together
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I’m guarded
You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin’ figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin’ there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me, start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that’s all I’ve ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, “I’ll never leave you alone.”

You said, “I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter.
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine.”

Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back 
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We’re gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now

1. eating
2. screaming
3. talking (depends on who i’m with)
4. purchasing
5. laughing
6. sleeping
7. listening
8. making people smile
9. being lazy
10. writing

1. phone
2. toothbrush
3. perfume
4. deodorant
5. computer
6. pillow
7. blanket
8. glasses
9. rings
10. wallet 

for the november 2010 cosmopolitan magazine, katy perry was interviewed and there was one part where she was talking about her and her fiance, russel that caught my eyes.

“We traveled a lot in the beginning, and we were on a plane coming from Thailand, and our seats had these bendy little lights you use for reading. So I started calling them futuristic snakes, and we were wrapping them around each other and saying they were making out - really just being stupid. Later, we met up in Paris, and Russell handed me a present with a card that read ‘This is for you because you are my future.’ Inside was a bendy reading light that he had bedazzled himself. It was a bedazzled futuristic snake!”

1. come with me - sammie
2. go away - 2ne1
3. valentine - kina grannis
4. love the way you lie - eminem feat. rihanna
5. quando quando quando - michael buble feat. nelly fertado
6. summertime - brianna taylor
7. then then then - supreme team
8. mine - taylor swift
9. mannequin - katy perry
10. the way i loved you - taylor swift

givesmehope:

My friends parents have been together for twenty years. They were high school sweethearts and everything.

The other day I saw her mom writing her husbands name across her leg surrounded by little hearts.

When he saw he laughed and showed her his hand, where her name was written over and over.

Love that never ages GMH.

For cute love stories, check out LoveGivesMeHope.

1. sister
2. cousin kierra kim
3. aunt jennifer kim
4. uncle hyun choi
5. cousin brian hong

READ READ READ SHAKESPEARE SHAKESPEARE SHAKESPEARE

1. teen titans
2. spongebob
3. rugrats
4. degrassi
5. rocket power
6. the wild thornberrys
7. kim possible
8. jimmy neutron
9. pokemon
10. arthur

1. how to lose a guy in 10 days
2. white chicks
3. valentines day
4. inception
5. cinderella
6. 친구
7. oh happy day
8. easy a
9. saw, the first one
10. love actually

i don’t even have ten.

1. mother
2. sister
3. bf
4. ann lee 

day one: list 10 people you trust the very most.
day two: list 10 movies you never get tired of watching.
day three: list 10 tv shows you miss from your childhood.
day four: list 10 relatives you love being with.
day five: list 10 songs you can’t stop listening to.
day six: list 10 items you can’t go a day without. 
day seven: list 10 things you can do best at. 
day eight: list 10 of your favorite singers. 
day nine: list 10 of your favorite actors/actresses. 
day ten: list 10 of your imperfections/flaws. 
day eleven: list 10 incidents that happened this year. 
day twelve: list 10 people that could make you laugh anytime. 
day thirteen: list 10 annoying songs. 
day fourteen: list 10 things about yourself. 
day fifteen: list 10 things you wouldn’t change about your life.

day sixteen: list 10 things you would change about your life.

i will finally apply what i’ve learned into my life. i give my promise to control my tongue. i will try to keep other people’s names out of my mouth and keep people’s business out of my life.

rumors and people gossiping about anyone, though i’ve mentioned it before, it really hurts…

FOOD
ugh. don’t even get me started. rarely, but at times, i can control the portions i eat. it’s pretty hard though, especially when you have something scrumptious to eat on your plate, just waiting to be devoured. nom nom nom. the only thing that i’m proud of doing that concerns food is becoming a pescatarian. from january 2010 i’ve stopped eating meat. it’s almost a year now. it’s crazy how i don’t crave meat. back to my problem though. i need to eat smaller portions!

MADNESS
nowadays, when i get mad, i don’t JUST get mad. i feel bad for the people that happen to be there when i rant off about how pissed off this girl made me. pathetic. i lose all control when i get really angry. out of my whole life, only two people have seen me the most angry and they’ll tell you, you don’t want to see that. i get crazy. when i was in seventh grade, i remember i needed help. whenever i got mad, i would grab the closest thing and just strike my sister with it. my anger blinded me. it’s scary now that i think about it. i can say, i’ve grown more patient over the years, but it’s not satisfying. i want to be more patient, to the point where someone would slap me and i would ask them to do it again. crazy huh. i will accomplish this goal one day.

SISTER
lately, i’ve been very impatient with my sister. it’s pathetic that i can’t apologize to her face to face. i’ve already hurt her enough in the past. i need to stop. NOW.

GOSSIP KILLED THE CAT
gossip. gossip. gossip. for the longest time, i thought girls were BORN to do this. no. we’re really not. we’re better than this. i really have to stop. i’ve been hurt and i know so many people who have been hurt by it. it’s ridiculous how i STILL do it. i need to control the words that come out of my mouth. words really can kill. gossip. rumors. it’s all in the same category. rumors are the worst. thank god i don’t do such a thing. gossip is pretty bad though. once i start, no one can stop me. i used to be so good at keeping things in. i guess i kept too many things in that things are starting to spill out. i really need to stop talking about people though FOSHO. not healthy.

thanks for reading my nonsense. i guess i just needed to write these things down to remind me of what i need to do! it’s something i really need to work on and have been trying to work on.